Ache Anticipation And Love

What do I feel?

I ache in anticipation.

All I want is to love

 to live in joy and passion

I want to love

I want to be free and warm

I want to embrace

days that are given

  making them notes 

playing melodies of my heart.

I want to love.

I don't want life to be the same as before. It can't be the same, because I am not the same. This is a new day in a new season. God has a plan and I want to embrace it! I want to love God's plan and live in it fully. I am enjoying today. Alone here in my corner I have been reading beautiful words, listening to beautiful music and thinking. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else at the moment. I have no clue what tomorrow will bring, but today is wonderful. I don't know what continent I will reside in this next year, but for right now Europe is home.